Hey everyone, I'm here agian to moan and to update u about what's happening in my head and feeling in general.
Today I don't know what but I feel a bit an easy with things, like I woke up in the morning feeling like I'm dreaming but I'm awake like my soul woke up first and then got up and look at my own self, it felt weird, and then I went to physio after I get up but I'm still daze and the bright light of the sun shining on the White snow it made my leg tingle and hard to move made me scared to walk on the snow for a bit, it sound weird right? Imagine feeling it! It feels like my whole body is numb but I feel every move I do.
I don't understand it, maybe I smoke so much lastnight? I don't think so, but what is this I'm feeling? it feels itchy but I don't know where to scratch, I feel so un easy can't focus my self don't know what to do, don't know how to stop it, I think I'm gonna go on the darkest place in the theather and hide so I can collect my thoughts and my action.
I hope I'm just excited about finishing this tour and going back to my new apartment in Edinburg, cause I really feel like I'm gonna have a good year a head of me just need to put a bit of work and every thing will come and follow u know what I mean? Hehehehehehehei I think I feel better now so in that note I'm out I'm gonna eat the noddles that I bought in the super market today (30,11,2010)
1 Jung to every one Pz.
Tuesday, 30 November 2010
Saturday, 20 November 2010
INJURY SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hey everyone, im here again to moan hehehe love it, got this injury right now on my right knee and its bugging me so much it makes me an angry person cause im frustrated that i can dance right now cause if u know me dancing is the way a balance my life it sound a bit dramatic but that's the only way i can take my self away from the society.
Anyway back to my knee injury, i never had an injury since i started dancing and that's been 16years long, i do look after my self but not the way i should "really"!, im 31years young hehehehehe(that's how i see my self right now) lol, still on the ball still trying to push the level of my dance but this injury make me week and i start thinking twice if i can still do this, but i just think this is another wall i have to over come in my life journey.Im like this cause i never have it so i don't know how to take it, i never not practice my dance before and now every movement i have to restrict my self cause in my head i need to slow down just in case i hurt my self again, i know i should rest and do all the thing that i suppose to do to make it better yeah, yeah, yeah! i know lol, but im so restless i need to keep moving and need to work
Ok i need to rest and i will but im on tour right now and its very high energy show so me having an injury and trying to do a show is not making me happy but i need to do it, im in the situation that i cant help but work.
Ok im out need to stop moaning and just decide what's best for me.
1JUNG
B-Boy Mouse
Anyway back to my knee injury, i never had an injury since i started dancing and that's been 16years long, i do look after my self but not the way i should "really"!, im 31years young hehehehehe(that's how i see my self right now) lol, still on the ball still trying to push the level of my dance but this injury make me week and i start thinking twice if i can still do this, but i just think this is another wall i have to over come in my life journey.Im like this cause i never have it so i don't know how to take it, i never not practice my dance before and now every movement i have to restrict my self cause in my head i need to slow down just in case i hurt my self again, i know i should rest and do all the thing that i suppose to do to make it better yeah, yeah, yeah! i know lol, but im so restless i need to keep moving and need to work
Ok i need to rest and i will but im on tour right now and its very high energy show so me having an injury and trying to do a show is not making me happy but i need to do it, im in the situation that i cant help but work.
Ok im out need to stop moaning and just decide what's best for me.
1JUNG
B-Boy Mouse
Sunday, 14 November 2010
THE WALL
What is the wall?
The wall can be a lot of things to diferent people, metaphoricly speaking, cause for me the wall is like a barrier in life that stop us for doing the things that make us happy, and stopping us to adchive our dream.
And its always gonna be there, cause is a part of our journey in life, but there is always the way to go around it, but a lot of us gives up in the first hurdle, we can always push our self to better our life, and im a firmly believer of that, and we all know that it does not come easy, but it always solve it self in the end if u put a bit of work on it, but the wall can make u an angry person, it can change who u r, and how u feel about people.
Make's u angry cause ur fustrated about ur self, for not achiveing ur goal, u become paranoid towards people, u start to not trust everyone around u even though they only trying to help u cause of this wall in front of u, its invisble but u can feel it, but choose not to do something about it, it will in gulf u and take ur life apart and its only u can do something about it, its hard to break through but keep trying till u succeed cause its ur life after all, we all need to look after number one right?
1love...............
The wall can be a lot of things to diferent people, metaphoricly speaking, cause for me the wall is like a barrier in life that stop us for doing the things that make us happy, and stopping us to adchive our dream.
And its always gonna be there, cause is a part of our journey in life, but there is always the way to go around it, but a lot of us gives up in the first hurdle, we can always push our self to better our life, and im a firmly believer of that, and we all know that it does not come easy, but it always solve it self in the end if u put a bit of work on it, but the wall can make u an angry person, it can change who u r, and how u feel about people.
Make's u angry cause ur fustrated about ur self, for not achiveing ur goal, u become paranoid towards people, u start to not trust everyone around u even though they only trying to help u cause of this wall in front of u, its invisble but u can feel it, but choose not to do something about it, it will in gulf u and take ur life apart and its only u can do something about it, its hard to break through but keep trying till u succeed cause its ur life after all, we all need to look after number one right?
1love...............
Saturday, 13 November 2010
on to the next one!!!!
So im on the way to the next chapter of my life, new city, new town, new friends, and new people to work with,but every change can be hard, but i like changes and ive got a good feeling about this one, cause i feel like i can contribute something in this town, i wanna built an empire out here, it could be hard but that's the challenge im willing to take.
By the way im on to the next town or u can call it the next country lol, it is if u think about it, its independent,its got they own rule,got good support from ur local art council, u guys probably guess it all ready right?.....it SCOTLAND baby, its the next destination for me to expand my wings and fly freely.
im so excited to do thing out here meet a lot of good peeps out here though the years of doing my art form, and they all very accommodating.
Edinburgh to be exact, when i first come up here on 2003 i all ready see a potential up in here, cause people here hungry for a new things to learn but i wasn't ready yet, and then i wait, then i come back in 2006 for a big important battle of my life and i still see the potential in people they still look like they looking for something that's already there but don't know how to start, but i think i should wait a bit more just to make sure, so now its November 2010 and im back up here but this time im ready to take on Scotland for what its got, but i need some help from some of my friends out here so they can point me in the right direction even though i know i can do it my self, it just speed the process like that u know cause im not getting younger my friends hahahahahaha.
So im out here now and im on to the next one, and this is my next one....................
By the way im on to the next town or u can call it the next country lol, it is if u think about it, its independent,its got they own rule,got good support from ur local art council, u guys probably guess it all ready right?.....it SCOTLAND baby, its the next destination for me to expand my wings and fly freely.
im so excited to do thing out here meet a lot of good peeps out here though the years of doing my art form, and they all very accommodating.
Edinburgh to be exact, when i first come up here on 2003 i all ready see a potential up in here, cause people here hungry for a new things to learn but i wasn't ready yet, and then i wait, then i come back in 2006 for a big important battle of my life and i still see the potential in people they still look like they looking for something that's already there but don't know how to start, but i think i should wait a bit more just to make sure, so now its November 2010 and im back up here but this time im ready to take on Scotland for what its got, but i need some help from some of my friends out here so they can point me in the right direction even though i know i can do it my self, it just speed the process like that u know cause im not getting younger my friends hahahahahaha.
So im out here now and im on to the next one, and this is my next one....................
Thursday, 11 November 2010
wasting time in london........
Hi everyone, my name is ereson catipon aka bboy mouse, im a firsts time blogger.
just want to share u guys the things that i usually do, im a traveller so it could be interesting right lol.
Right now im in london wasting my time waiting for some cash to come on my way, dont know why i wait, but i do, and if u live in london and u dont do nothing it could in gulp u, no one will wait for u here, it will forget about u, a shit it might buried u to in a methaphoricly speaking, it might be happening in every major city in the world, hhhhmmmmm who knows, im just telling u about london , London is a city of motivation and great thing a lot of opportunities out here, but there is a lot of favorism to u have to be in a click to click in this city,or else u will be nobody.
For example u want to get a gig out here u got to auditon right?
but ur skills dont matter even ur the greatest if ur not in the click u will not get the job, or u can sleep with the casting director then maybe u get the job, its crazy how it works but thats how it is.
so thats why im inbarking, a new life some where im not familiar with, im going to the north and start a new life, im going to SCOTLAND, cant wait to learn the way they live up there and the way they speak i need to accomodate it for a while lol.
i think i can give something to scotland, im a very talented person, and i can adapt to a lot of things, so thats why i chose scotland cause its a city it self and there is a lot of opportunities for a guy like me to be up there u know, cause im waisting my time in london meng, and london makes me feel old.
i guess im not the one for hustle and bustle, but im the one who create a scene.
PEACE LOVE AND HAVING FUN
Bboy Mouse
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