Thursday, 24 February 2011
Tuesday, 1 February 2011
I feel like a robot this days!!! And it sucks.
Why do I feel like a robot?
I feel like a robot cause, of the work that I do now and the things that I wanna do I can't do.
And cause I feel like I need to stress my self to do thing that I don't even wanna do, money I need, money I have to have to support my self my kids and my community, but I think there is another way of making things happen for me. It sound selfish but that's how it should be, look after number 1 and that's me, then look after them after I got mine, repeatedly I always do what peeps tell me. And for me to do things what everyone tells me to do, is me being generous or being stupid or just trying to much to care about everyone else before me.
I feel like a robot cause, of the work that I do now and the things that I wanna do I can't do.
And cause I feel like I need to stress my self to do thing that I don't even wanna do, money I need, money I have to have to support my self my kids and my community, but I think there is another way of making things happen for me. It sound selfish but that's how it should be, look after number 1 and that's me, then look after them after I got mine, repeatedly I always do what peeps tell me. And for me to do things what everyone tells me to do, is me being generous or being stupid or just trying to much to care about everyone else before me.
Thursday, 13 January 2011
just something that for the weekend......
Monday, 3 January 2011
NEW YEAR!!!!
Yes people its new year its time to refresh every bad decision we made last year, i know u guys must be thinking that its easier said than done. That's the kind of attitude that will make u not achieve anything in life, its 2011 i think its time for every one to get some thing out of life as the world is changing and we need to get with it, cause it will leave us unhappy in life.
Life is here to leave, and we make our own destiny, and we can only make our life good if we get up our fat arses and do some thing in our life cause its to short to be unhappy. We don't need a lot of money to be happy we can be happy just for getting in touch with our self and ask ourselves, what to do first. Eliminate every bad bones in our body, u guys must ask how can we can do this? It's easy get up go for a run clear ur head and start fresh in life, this is the time to do it cause its the year of change and change is good if u know what u want in life so the first step is to do is to write things down that u want to achieve and stick to one or two things in your list and gradually do them all, it is the best feeling when u have achieved things in life so try it and u might just like it.
So in that note i just want to wish u all a Happy New Year and get things in life cause that's why we are here.
Peace Love and Always Having Fun
BBOY Mouse.........
Life is here to leave, and we make our own destiny, and we can only make our life good if we get up our fat arses and do some thing in our life cause its to short to be unhappy. We don't need a lot of money to be happy we can be happy just for getting in touch with our self and ask ourselves, what to do first. Eliminate every bad bones in our body, u guys must ask how can we can do this? It's easy get up go for a run clear ur head and start fresh in life, this is the time to do it cause its the year of change and change is good if u know what u want in life so the first step is to do is to write things down that u want to achieve and stick to one or two things in your list and gradually do them all, it is the best feeling when u have achieved things in life so try it and u might just like it.
So in that note i just want to wish u all a Happy New Year and get things in life cause that's why we are here.
Peace Love and Always Having Fun
BBOY Mouse.........
Friday, 24 December 2010
CHRISTMAS?????
What is Christmas?
That's the question that i always ask to everyone that killing them selves to get a material gift for there love one's.
And everyone have there own answer but i guess i already expecting that for us human to react or to answer a question like that, but i think this time and age we living in the world of materialistic and we seems to compete to each other about who got the best Christmas gift and who got the most expensive one, so now for us parents we don't wan't our kids to b the one who have the cheapest gift of all.
But what that teach our kids these days?
does it teach theme to respect and take care of the thing that they got knowing that they will get it again any time they ask for it, i know it seem to b like im generalising but that's what i see when i look at kids these days.
What happen to having fun and celebrating with our family and love ones, and what happen to accept and appreciate the thing that your given cause u know that it means a lot to the person that give it to u, so i think Christmas these days is a state of mind rather than the season to be jolly.
PEACE LOVE AND ALWAYS HAVE FUN
BBOY MOUSE
That's the question that i always ask to everyone that killing them selves to get a material gift for there love one's.
And everyone have there own answer but i guess i already expecting that for us human to react or to answer a question like that, but i think this time and age we living in the world of materialistic and we seems to compete to each other about who got the best Christmas gift and who got the most expensive one, so now for us parents we don't wan't our kids to b the one who have the cheapest gift of all.
But what that teach our kids these days?
does it teach theme to respect and take care of the thing that they got knowing that they will get it again any time they ask for it, i know it seem to b like im generalising but that's what i see when i look at kids these days.
What happen to having fun and celebrating with our family and love ones, and what happen to accept and appreciate the thing that your given cause u know that it means a lot to the person that give it to u, so i think Christmas these days is a state of mind rather than the season to be jolly.
PEACE LOVE AND ALWAYS HAVE FUN
BBOY MOUSE
Friday, 10 December 2010
What I learned from reading The Alchemist
Just finished reading this book the Alchemist and for me this book is very motivating and exciting.
It exactly what i need to move forward in life cause i been a bit confused about things but after reading it I'm motivated to chase my dream and enjoy life again to the fullest cause material things in our life that the society is giving us and making us buy even though we really don't need it. Well people might say that we need it so we can make our life better but if we all abuse the things that suppose to be good for us it becomes a problem in our life and definitely will destroy a person that depends on it.
And the book taught me that appreciate the things that we have and just always be positive about ur self and towards everyone cause if u give positive energy u get positive energy back, cause its all about equal opportunities what i mean about that is we cant take anything in this world that has a value, u have to give it back on the same value that is what u call equal and for me that's what i strongly believe in life that's why karma is here to remind us about what equal is.
It exactly what i need to move forward in life cause i been a bit confused about things but after reading it I'm motivated to chase my dream and enjoy life again to the fullest cause material things in our life that the society is giving us and making us buy even though we really don't need it. Well people might say that we need it so we can make our life better but if we all abuse the things that suppose to be good for us it becomes a problem in our life and definitely will destroy a person that depends on it.
And the book taught me that appreciate the things that we have and just always be positive about ur self and towards everyone cause if u give positive energy u get positive energy back, cause its all about equal opportunities what i mean about that is we cant take anything in this world that has a value, u have to give it back on the same value that is what u call equal and for me that's what i strongly believe in life that's why karma is here to remind us about what equal is.
Tuesday, 30 November 2010
Feeling a bit an easy!!!
Hey everyone, I'm here agian to moan and to update u about what's happening in my head and feeling in general.
Today I don't know what but I feel a bit an easy with things, like I woke up in the morning feeling like I'm dreaming but I'm awake like my soul woke up first and then got up and look at my own self, it felt weird, and then I went to physio after I get up but I'm still daze and the bright light of the sun shining on the White snow it made my leg tingle and hard to move made me scared to walk on the snow for a bit, it sound weird right? Imagine feeling it! It feels like my whole body is numb but I feel every move I do.
I don't understand it, maybe I smoke so much lastnight? I don't think so, but what is this I'm feeling? it feels itchy but I don't know where to scratch, I feel so un easy can't focus my self don't know what to do, don't know how to stop it, I think I'm gonna go on the darkest place in the theather and hide so I can collect my thoughts and my action.
I hope I'm just excited about finishing this tour and going back to my new apartment in Edinburg, cause I really feel like I'm gonna have a good year a head of me just need to put a bit of work and every thing will come and follow u know what I mean? Hehehehehehehei I think I feel better now so in that note I'm out I'm gonna eat the noddles that I bought in the super market today (30,11,2010)
1 Jung to every one Pz.
Today I don't know what but I feel a bit an easy with things, like I woke up in the morning feeling like I'm dreaming but I'm awake like my soul woke up first and then got up and look at my own self, it felt weird, and then I went to physio after I get up but I'm still daze and the bright light of the sun shining on the White snow it made my leg tingle and hard to move made me scared to walk on the snow for a bit, it sound weird right? Imagine feeling it! It feels like my whole body is numb but I feel every move I do.
I don't understand it, maybe I smoke so much lastnight? I don't think so, but what is this I'm feeling? it feels itchy but I don't know where to scratch, I feel so un easy can't focus my self don't know what to do, don't know how to stop it, I think I'm gonna go on the darkest place in the theather and hide so I can collect my thoughts and my action.
I hope I'm just excited about finishing this tour and going back to my new apartment in Edinburg, cause I really feel like I'm gonna have a good year a head of me just need to put a bit of work and every thing will come and follow u know what I mean? Hehehehehehehei I think I feel better now so in that note I'm out I'm gonna eat the noddles that I bought in the super market today (30,11,2010)
1 Jung to every one Pz.
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